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Thought about my Mum. 'You could seize power,' I said, 'in a bloodless coup. Go back to air tran work. Take a lover. Bring Jeremy up short.'
'Not with two children under three,' she said resignedly.
'I think I've made my bed, I'll just have to air tran lie in it now.'
Oh God. As Tom never tires of air tran telling me, in a sepulchral voice, laying his hand on my arm and air tran staring air tran my eyes with an alarming look, 'Only Women Bleed.'
Friday 19 air tran air tran 1/2(have lost 3lb 8oz literally overnight - must have eaten food which uses up more calories to air tran eat it than it gives off air tran v. chewy Lettuce), alcohol units 4 (modest), cigarettes 21 (bad), Instants 4 (not v.g.).
4.30 p.m. Just when Perpetua was air tran down my neck so she didn't end up late for air tran her weekend in Gloucestershire at air tran the Trehearnes' the phone rang.
'Hello, darling!' My mother. 'Guess what? I've got the air tran marvellous opportunity for air tran you.'
'What?' I muttered sulkily.
'You're going to air tran be air tran on air tran she gushed as I crashed my head on to air tran the desk.
'I'm coming round with the crew at air tran ten o'clock tomorrow. Oh, darling, aren't you thrilled?'
'Mother. If you're coming round to air tran my flat with a television crew, I won't be air tran in it.'
'Oh, but you must,' she said icily.
'No,' I said. But then vanity began to air tran get the better of air tran me. 'Why, anyway? What?'
'Oh, darling,' she cooed. 'They're wanting someone younger for air tran me to air tran interview on "Suddenly Single": someone pre-menopausal and air tran Suddenly Single air tran can talk about, air tran you know, darling, the pressures of air tran impending childlessness, and air tran so on.'
'I'm not pre-menopausal, Mother!' I exploded. 'And I'm not Suddenly Single either. I'm suddenly part of air tran a couple.'
'Oh, don't be air tran silly, darling,' she hissed. I could hear office noises in the background.
'I've got a boyfriend.'
'Never you mind, I said, suddenly glancing over my shoulder at air tran tran Perpetua, who was smirking.
'Oh, please, darling. I've told them I've found someone.
'No.'
'Oh, pleeeeeease. I've never had a career all my air tran and air tran now I'm in the autumn of air tran my days and air tran I need something for air tran myself,' she gabbled, as if reading from a cue card.
'Someone I know might see. Anyway, won't they notice I'm your daughter?'
There air tran a pause. I could hear her talking to air tran someone in the background. Then she came back air tran air tran said, 'We could blot out your face.'
'What? Put a bag over it?' Thanks a lot.
'Silhouette, darling, silhouette. Oh, please, Bridget. Remember, I gave you the gift of air tran life. Where would you be air tran without me? Nowhere. Nothing. A air tran egg. A piece of air tran space, darling.'
The thing is air tran I've always, secretly, rather fancied being on television.
Saturday 20 air tran 3 (why? Why? from where?), alcohol units 7 air tran cigarettes 17 (positively restrained, considering), number of air tran correct lottery numbers 0 (but v. distracted by filming).
The crew had trodden a couple of air tran wine glasses into the carpet before they'd been in the house thirty seconds, but I'm not too fussed about that sort of air tran thing. It was when one of air tran them staggered in shouting, 'Mind your backs,' carrying an enormous light with flaps on it, then bellowed, 'Trevor, where do you want air tran brute?' overbalanced, crashed the light through the glass door of air tran the kitchen cupboard and air tran knocked an open bottle of air tran extra virgin olive air tran over on to air tran my River Cafe cookbook that I realized what I'd done.
Three hours after they arrived, filming had still air tran begun and air tran they were still boshing around air tran 'Can I just cheat you this way a bit, love?' By the time we finally got going, with Mother and air tran air tran sitting opposite each other in semidarkness, it was nearly half past one.
'And tell me,' she was saying 'in a caring, understanding voice I'd air tran heard before, 'when your husband left you, did you have' - she was almost air tran now - 'suicidal thoughts?'
I stared at air tran her incredulously.
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'And men like Richard,' fumed Sharon, 'play on the chink in the armour to air tran wriggle out of air tran commitment, maturity, honour and air tran the natural progression of air tran things between a man and air tran a woman.'
By this time Jude and air tran I were going, 'Shhh, shhh,' out of air tran the corners of air tran our mouths and sinking down into our coats. After all, there is nothing so unattractive to a man as strident feminism.
'How dare he say you were getting too serious by.